Anger.
Won't get the best of me.
Bitterness, pettiness, ignorance, senseless claims and rash words are a waste of time. I've wasted enough, and this isn't worth fighting over. There's no fight to have, I've got one way to go, and that's out. Good riddance to negativity, I'm moving through and won't stop at any obstacle. Go ahead, get in my way- I dare you. I won't say I won't ever have doubts, I won't say I will never slip. But I'll be damned before I let myself give up again, giving up on myself isn't an option anymore. I'm moving for love, I'm moving for my life, I'm moving for something better in this world- I deserve better for me.
I've felt all the pain, and I'll feel it again. It will follow me always, but it won't break me again. My pieces may be apart, but all is not lost. I'm working for faith, I'm working for myself- and for a greater future, a greater life ... for ME. I'm in this for myself, its nice to finally be in my own corner. It's about time I believe- in what I can do, and what I have done to get through this life. It's the time now, as it has been before to believe in who I am and what I'm made of. I've worried enough, I've lost enough sleep. Today will bring change, tomorrow will bring more. I'll continue to learn to flex, and stay strong when things get stormy again. I'll know that I can get through anything, nothing can break me again. I will fall, and I will get up again. I will lose energy at times, but re-energize again- and I will fear things but I will face them now as I have nothing to lose. Death will bring the end to this life, but whenever that may be I want to know I've lived as much as I could in the life that I've been blessed with.
I'll kick and I'll scream, I'll get lost in my mind. My heart will get cloudy, my outlook can be blind. But I have to keep moving, clarity won't find me if I continue to run. I'm going to be here, and everywhere else- but I will be ready when my day will come. I've been hurt, I've been abused- but I won't continue it towards me I will tend to my wounds. They won't be the name of me, or cover my face but they are part of me but not all of me just another part to embrace. Being lost is only a part of the plan, there's no way I can lose direction I just need to slow down sometimes. Sometimes the path just changes- and I have to continue to follow where my heart leads me, and listen to the answers it gives me. Even when it hurts.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
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2 comments:
inspiring. go on!
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